Unleashed

I know most of you prolly tired of seeing me pop in and then dip for months on end. I apologize....still working out the kinks of life...planning on getting me a place soon in the next few months....and then head on the journey to marriage ( havent chosen anyone yet) How is everyone?

Anyway.....until next time...~Power~

I know I haven't been here in ages my friends...whoever still remembers me. With this sagging economy and jobs increasing harder to find vacant. I have really had to hustle and get some things done to get honest money in my pockets. However, Im still alive guys, so no worries. Just doing my thing in RL.

Love y'all.

~Power

Dear Friends,


Today Robin turns 26. May not seem much to others but to me it is another milestone that the Lord has allowed me to reach. When I think of His goodness toward me, I cannot help but give Him praise. I wouldn't give my life over to nothing else but Him and Him alone.

As I sit here and muse on this day, I come to the realization that I am only 4 years now from being the big 30. I have had this stubborn streak about wanting to retain my youth for much longer, but realize that I am getting more and more mature in age and cannot reverse time in order for me to satisfy that in which I wanted to keep.

I pray that the Lord keep all of you in His loving arms. I trust all is well with you all and if it isn't well, I have a message for you that all will be well soon. Thank you for celebrating this day with me, whoever you are near and far, Power Loves You!


~Power~

The above title says it all.

I got most of mah things worked out, mah cellie's back on, I am feeling much better PRAISE JESUS!

Thanks all who kept me in prayer and thoughts. Love you guys MUCH.

Mah frackin birthday is in 4 days...Ill be freaking 26

Signing off........

~Power~

Man this place is dusty:


   I am sorry I have been away everyone. From my seldom lurking on DH to flat out vanishing into thin air, I have been pretty much MIA. Life has been shitty and rough, these last few months. It got so bad to the point I almost lost my mind and would never let it return to normal. I have been searching for a proper paying job these last months and it seems I got bricked over and over again. A lot of people are probably wondering where the hell I have been and if I have forgotten them, I don't blame you at all if any of you are upset with me.

  I have been away at an Aviation School in Oklahoma, and I had to rest for a while. The thought of having to govern 6,000 lives every few mins throughout takeoff and landings at airports, is starting to get to me. Much less I dont even get paid much during the training. My cell has been off for months because crackhead Tmobile  slapped me with some HIGH ASS fees for things I dont ever DAMN USE! I wanted to visit some folks (off and online) over this summer, and all the money I have saved up has to go freaking gas, utilities and bills. Mums is the only one working alongside me and we STILL struggle to make ends meet.
 
  As much I as I want to cry sometimes, it makes no friggin sense whatsoever, cause I cant stay and wallow in my sorrows because I am stronger than this.

Enough ranting about my struggles, I hope everyone remembers me, I miss you all.

Melis, I owe you big time. I lost contact with you and I still dont have my cellie on as of yet. I miss you girl. I apologize for being a shitty friend.

All others, Kohana, Shockie, Ana, Amira, Rawles, Fox Bandit, Serene Muffin, Marfbag, Frozen, Daydream, Awa....etc and those whose names are not on the tip of my tongue, but are my buddies, Ill be back full time as soon as I straighten these things out.

In the meantime, keep banging......

To each his own,

~Power~

On a lighter note from my previous journal:

Fandom has gone batshit. I don't know what else to say it as. I'm at a total loss for words. With the soon airing of the "Beach" episode of Avatar and a certain scene that really isnt what it is, I hear the proclaimed cries from the four corners of the globe proclaiming the death of Maiko.

Fandom? 

ROFLMAO!

I honestly dont see why someone would get themselves so emotionally invested in something the creators had no desire to do, even at this point, it's really hard to do a 180 turnaround. Passionate reasoning I do with them is met by accusations of bashing ans trolling. *sheesh*.

I'll be taking a few excerpts from my journey in the fandom today:
I'll take the well-written fanon version of Zutara over a crappily executed canon version any day
To be honest, its rare to find a good written no OOC Zutara fic, because Zuko is not a sexpot as made by the fans. He is  a total dork and can't find proper words.

If they want to ignore this potential displayed by the fans, and write the hero always gets the girl rubbish... Their loss. Because really, the brilliance and originality of this show would ten fold if they gave our ship more attention.

To please the desires of rabid fans? *not all of them are* All now I have asked for concrete reasons why they would think that. I have yet to find a sensible answer to it.

Even if Zutara does not become canon, I don't think that's a cause for drowning our sorrows in ice cream and acting worse than the Harmoanians did in HP fandom. Considering the way the current canon/damn-near-canon ships have been written so far, would you really want to see Zutara reduced to the teen movie cheesefest that Maiko and Kataang are?

Now for a group that was celebrating the Death of Maiko some hours back, why the sudden change of heart?

I have more, but I'll stop here with this piece, concluding my fandom journey for the day.

A rule of thumb, never invest yourselve emotionally in something that is only going to end leaving you disappointed. 

Fandom did you hear me?

Sorry for the long hiatus between updates:

Its been a few days since I recieved word of my dear friend Koey's death which was over a year ago. Man I miss that girls so much, she was like a sister and a confidant to me. Sometimes, I wish I could turn back the hands of time, but God is the Author and the Finisher of things. One of things I admired about her was that she was a very devout Christian and loved church like whoa.

I sit at my desk and type this and it feels like I have a huge, jagged rock in my chest. My heart still burns from the pain of losing her, but at the same type it is healing because I know she rests in the arms of God over there on the other side of the "river"

So Koey, you cant hear this, but I love you, I miss you friend, and I hope we meet again when this life is over.

Got my copy today and read it. All I can say is that fandom is going to go batshit over a certain page.

Dont know what I am talking about?

Sometimes I just want to pull out my hair and rip the hair off my chin. I wonder sometimes if all of the fandom is WATCHING THE SAME DAM SHOW??!!! OMG.

::::::headdesk:::::::

I should seriously go somewhere and fucking hide....I am getting seriously annoyed.

It still amuses me that people use the La Pieta sculpture to the CoD scene of Katara holding Aang after he was struck by lightning. Okay and? Well they say it goes to show that they are mother and son....

STOP!

Oh no you fucking didn't..............

FANDOM....please....just.......stop.......

You have basically reduced Aang and Katara's relationship and  affections for one another to a meaningless pile of shit of mother and son nonsense. Ack! People it doesnt make any sense that you add that sculpture to a scene in a CARTOON! Let it go please! Stop hanging onto the wall of tried and failed theories and odd scenes. Put it in the trash and never dig that shit up again!

Fandom, I love you still. It's cartoon, but the reactions of some of the fandom, has my mind in a tailspin.
I should go to check the damn TV guide to see if we all are watching Avatar The Last Airbender or Avatar: The Passion of the Messiah Aang!

I need to go bang my head on a fucking wall......to hell with a damn desk.

Made a daily round in the fandom today, what do I hear? More shipwank of Kataang and Maiko.

Fandom, why?

Why is it so freaking hard to come to terms with what is going to take place?

Before I go on a rant, let me clear this up. I am not attacking the Zutara shippers who know it is fanon, and create the fabulous *well few of them are* fics, artwork so beautifully done at times I am jealous. What I am going to focus my cross hairs on is those "So called Canonists" from that ship who most certainly fucking believe that this is going to be the biggest thing in canon. NO SHIT SHERLOCK!

::::headdesk:::::

Traveling from forum to forum, site to site, the same tired ass arguments have come up, beating a horse dead many ages ago, the damn flies have already gotten the point and moved to other things. I know people are going to watch this LJ and that I reiterated that I am not going after those that ship Zutara for what it is. More power to you. I make a calm statement to the canonists, to prevent them from being sorely disappointed because I end up feeling bad for them, only to receive a shitload of wank for it because Im only there to ruin people's love of Zutara ::::headdesk:::::

Fandom, its the last season of this story arc, I absolutely would love if K and Z came to good terms, but for the love of sanity, romance is a far cry for those two. Why, fandom? Why can't you allow that huge dose of reality of that aspect not occuring in the show to soak in your minds? WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP TRYING TO EXPECT THE NOT EXPECTED?[ Why set yourself up for the disappointment? Yes I know the show is not over, but seriously, its obvious to most where the creators are taking this.

FANDOM, THE TIME IS NOW.  CAN WE LEARN TO ACCEPT WHAT IS?

Oy, my head. :::::headdesk:::::

Hi and yes an update for you folks:

I recently began my venture in the Naruto world and as I have  stated before, NaruSaku is my OTP. During the course of that time, I have been looking abroad and began to study upon the aspects of their relationship. The past, the present and the possible future between the two. In the manga and the Japanese anime version, we see the slow, but progressive pace Kishimoto takes to develop this relationship. And its also not without its conflict.

  You can say this relationship started out as rocky as it could ever be, Naruto annoying and Sakura wanting to kill him. At this point while Naruto crushed on her, Sakura crushed on the more popular guy Sasuke, who fulfilled her dream of a handsome guy, good looks and all that other good stuff. Unfortunately for Sakura trouble lay ahead to which I will get to later. Naruto finally realized why he liked Sakura so much, she just wanted to be noticed and heard, not shunned. Something Naruto wanted as well. These two had more in common than they possibly realized. Let me make a connection here that they are both annoying in a similar fashion to begin with. Lol

However as time progresses, a change occurs for Sakura in terms of her view of Naruto, she is less hostile to him and in several instances has relied on him when in certain situations. She has also been known to stand up for him on several occasions. However, she still had her prejudices about him. When Sasuke asks her what she thinks of him, she still of him thinks as a meddler, annoying and knowing nothing about her. The true deepness of Naruto's devotion to Sakura shows when he is battling Gaara, knowing that there is little time before she is killed by the pressure of the sand hand engulfing her, Naruto risks everything and fights with all his might to protect her life, even if means sacrficing his own for her. Thinking Sasuke as the one who saved her, she is surprised to find out that Naruto was the one who risked it all for her. She looks at him and a warm smile appears on her face..

All was still not well though, even though Sakura got a bit closer to Naruto, her heart was still set on Sasuke. This evident when Sasuke is hurt and is in the hospital. She runs to Sasuke and hugs him , tears streaming down her face. Naruto realizes he has been ignored and a look of sadness appears on his face, apparently crushed. He turns and leaves the room, not before Tsunade notes the look of pain and hurt on his face as he departs. I find myself saddened for the little guy as he tries so hard, but comes up short.

A turning point is reached between the two, Sakura finds Sasuke preparing to leave the village and desperately begs him to take her with him. However Sasuke has no interest and rejects her, and Sakura declares her love for him. Sasuke thanks her and softly knocks her out, leaving her on a park bench. The next day she awkens and finds Sasuke gone. Heartbroken and desperate, she turns to the only one who she believes can bring him back, Naruto. She breaks down in front of him and begins to beg Naruto to find him. Here are the two of them face to face, both suffering the pain of unreturned feelings. Naruto speaks out sadly, but keeps a smile "Sakura likes Sasuke very much. Right now, you're in pain. A pain I know well. Naruto takes her pain and caresses it, despite his own tormenting him, in the midst of this he reveals his feelings for her. Sakura looks at him with tears in her eyes and makes a stunning realization: Naruto was always there. Flashbacks race through her mind of the prejudices she had against him, all erased at this point. He always knew about her, he knew her hurt, he always saved her, he always believed she could be more. She finally understands the magnitude of his feelings for her. This leads her to cry even harder to the point where she hugs herself, and in one of the most touching scenes ever, she thanks him.

That could be interpreted in many ways, she thanked him for heading out to try and  find Sasuke OR she thanked him for all the things her provided for her, at the expense of his personal happiness, you decide.

I will continue this little mini take when they reunite 2.5 years later...on my next update...its late her...oy. Enjoy!

Totally random joint here folks!


When Naruto first came out I couldnt stand that show, I hated it with a passion. Bored one day, I decided to sit down and watch it, and the realization came to me that I foolishly judged it by its cover. Let me tell you woo-hoo, did I  stumble on a pairing I instantly feel in love with?! After the first Gaara fight, when Sakura tells Sasuke she is thankful for him for saving her, but he tells her that Naruto did it all because he vowed to protect her, and she has this surprised look as she turns to him " he did it for me?" When she sees him tending to his hurt hand, she gives him this warm smile. From there, I was hooked. I know there is more to come between those two. I cant wait! I am hoping!

Naruto: He reminds me so much of Aang. Goofy, playful, hyper, not too good with feelings. But he knows when to get serious and put all jokes aside. Has a mad crush on Sakura. In the episode where he vows to find Sasuke for Sakura, he is willingly to put aside his feelings and wants for the sake of hers, because he cares for her so much. I love that guy, he's awesome!

Sakura: Not so much of a reminder of Katara, but she carries a few traits. She hated Naruto's guts at first, but after seeing all that he has done, and the lengths that he goes to protect others, she has mad respect for him. She has even seen the few times that he would put his own life at stake to protect hers...*yeah I am a romance buff* lol. She even begins to gain some affection for him, and they conversate well around each other, just like Katara and Aang *sigh*.

So there you have it. I am an official Naruto/Sakura shipper, who wants to celebrate with me?!

Hi everyone, I am known as Power on DH and Power06 on various other forums. I just opened up my own livejournal site and hoping to spread my love to everyone in this community. I am a DIEHARD Avatard and Naruto fan (NaruSaku ftw yesh). Anyhoot, get at me! Ill talk to you all later

~Power!